Juggling

Juggling (verb) - cope with by adroitly balancing.

Key word there being adroitly.  Most days I do my best.  I always manage to stay busy but lately it seems like I have way too many balls in the air for me to be juggling anything with any bit of adroitness.

Some things have definitely suffered from my inability to juggle adroitly in the past six weeks.  The thing that has suffered the most has been my consistency in working out and eating healthy.  I noticed this past week just how little I seem to care each day and how much of a downward spiral it is when I start the negative thinking.  I'm terrified to step on the scale.  I know I've done some damage lately.  If I feel like a slug, I don't need to reinforce that feeling by weighing myself.

Wedding planning is slowing moving along.  My mom and I managed to check a few things off the list last weekend but there are still a lot of little things to get in order.  I guess as long as I keep plugging along slowly, I'll still get to where I'm going.

House shopping is frustrating more than anything else.  This town in which I live is ridiculously overpopulated and expensive.  It's pathetic how little you get for your money.  And what's worse is that there are so many suckers out there willing to pay the prices they do for so little.  We're sort of re-evaluating what we want and what we need before we go looking at houses again.

I've got training coming up the next two weeks at work.  Nothing like a little trigonometry, calculus, and physics to set you back in the world and make you humble! HA!  I'm looking forward to the class.  It's usually a lot of work but also very rewarding.  It's crazy to think I can be given a scale drawing of an accident and nothing else and be able to calculate how fast both cars were going and determine if a car stopped at the light or at a stop sign.  Or at what point the driver perceived the danger and if the whole accident could have been avoided.  Fun stuff.

I was issued some of my CSI gear this week.  Training for that happens after my Accident Reconstruction class.  One thing is for certain - my car, my locker, and my bags need reorganized.  Yet another thing to add to the To Do list.  Work shenanigans - I love it!! Who would have thought I would have ended up doing what I do??  Pure craziness!

Ok, time to get off my arse and chip away at something ...